Friday, April 24, 2015

Encounter with a future doctor

I met this cute little girl at Micro bus on my journey from Chapagaun to Saatdobato. Her cute babbling activities was able to gain the attention of every passengers. So I too was being influenced by her. She is Saima. She is just four years and says she wants to be a doctor. On my interest to know the reason, first she sweetly responded " koni" (don't know) then, shyly said " When I was a child, I saw a dream injecting syringe to a patient, so." On her response her mother reacted and said, "Looking at her activities, I am sure, she would elope at the age of 15 rather than being a doctor." I don't know what she would do at her teens but I am sure that if she gets the favorable environment for her studies, her dream will of course be fulfilled. 

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Waiting for the darling angel

For my princess,
who is still not here on this earth
Here I am eagerly waiting
the day of your birth

The day, I would see you
all my pain would go
Your first glance would give me 
perfection from the hollow

It doesn't matter 
whether you would be reddish, black or show white
My life would find a meaning
the day I would have your first sight

There will be your dad
pampering you with different games
and of course, me; your mom
protecting you from the ugly stares

Your arrival would bring the brightness
just as the night of full moon
your laughter would then, 
my angel, complete our beautiful home.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

The question 'why'

There is always a question
that seeks the answer of why
for the moment that we shared
just for the blink of my eye
"Was it necessary that you ought to come?
or,
was it obligatory for you to go?
or,
If you had to go why did you come?"

You made me linger 
on this frequent avenger
There is no one to answer
the question 'why'
that always comes on my mind.

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Out of the blue VIII

It's sometime so difficult to hide,
the emotional tides
I am not the one;
who would frown
on those petty aggression,
but don't know the reason
why your one works?
Sometimes I just think,
am I being too weak?
Though no tears roll from my eyes
I still feel the pain in precise
I know I have to change again
to that strong woman,
whom I left far behind
since the day, you were my find. 

My Two Years (Story of Transformation 6) Photo Story

My mother is a woman like no other. She gave me life, nurtured me, taught me, dressed me, fought for me, held me, shouted at me, kissed me, but most importantly loved me unconditionally. There are not enough words that I can say to describe just how important was my mother to me, and what a powerful influence she continues to be. 
Being a 'Fellow' of Teach For Nepal, was a choice that has been through the inspiration of my mother's life. The support and love she gave me was so unconditional, that helped me move on to this challenging and wonderful journey.
Today, on this very auspicious day (Mother's Day) I want to share some glimpses of my journey, borrowing the words of an American poet Mary Oliver, as at this moment I am feeling that I don't have much words on my dictionary to describe my two years of fellowship. This is the tribute to my mother for the values she has given to me and for the love she has showered me with which I share with my children. 
The Journey
One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice-
though the whole house 
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
'Mend my life!'
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do-
determined to save
the only life you could save. 


One day you finally knew
what you had to do,

and began,

though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice-

though the whole house 
began to tremble

and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.

'Mend my life!'
each voice cried.

But you didn't stop.

You knew what you had to do,

though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers

at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.

It was already late
enough, 

and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.

But little by little,

as you left their voices behind,

the stars began to burn,

through the sheets of clouds,

and there was a new voice,

which you slowly
recognized as your own,

that kept you company,

as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,

determined to do-
only thing you could do

determined to save

the only life you could save

Saturday, April 11, 2015

Happy Birthday Blog....

Birthdays are a new start, a fresh beginning, and a time to pursue new endeavors with new goals. Today is the same day. If you know me well, don't be sorry for forgetting mine birthday and not wishing me today as it's not my day of birth, but yes it's a day of my rejuvenation. It's the birthday of my blog. Today it is the second year that I have started expressing through this blog. 
Yes, it's two years and now, when I look back, I have made 194 posts. I wonder now how would my journey be if I wasn't blogging. I would have been lost some where in between. Expressing my happiness, depression, success, loneliness, emotions, what ever gives me strength.  
I started this when I was going to start my journey as a Teach For Nepal Fellow and today it's a co-incidence that it's just the end of two years of fellowship. I have laughed out loud, cried terribly, shouted out, smiled and I can't term some emotions that I went through during these years. And whatever I have done or felt, I have spilled it here. Now when I look back and go through it, I really can feel the change that I have gone through. 
Though two years is not much long time and there is a long way to go, I feel so happy to see myself moving on the way of transformation and helping through my experiences to some few people who go through it. I hope my blog would have a long long life and I would keep on progressing as a better person as it gets matured.