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| Painted on 10th May, 2017 |
Scene:
Butterfly dancing in her bellies…
A sudden spin of that
touch gently shifted from cheeks to nape… to cleavage and gently down there to
the navel... (Rest depends on how far anyone can imagine J)
When she just imagines
these with little bit of eroticism and more a bit of biological sexual drive,
yes, butterfly definitely dances in her bellies.
AND
CUT…
Now, the fantastic reel
play in her mind finds an end. The reality peeps upon. She goes beyond those
urge of having that wild orgasm or thinking of all those cute gestures which is
feasible only on her head. Most probably, because those gestures don’t really
happen in real lives. Or could be, she hasn’t been fortunate enough to receive
those. And, she can’t imagine its possible now because
of the extra pounds she has gained, the extra lumps on her body that she feels
would irritate her partner if he touches her in the time being.
However, beyond that there's
much more in life she has been fascinated about. She looks into herself every
morning and gears up for her work, wearing the dress she prefers. She roams around with her tangled hair, not
caring about what others would think of. She does her work undisturbed. She
roams around the city lights. She tastes the cuisine that she wants to with
poor dining etiquette without shying away with the fact, what would the
person sitting behind her is thinking about her.
Then, when she return home tired, she falls on her cozy bed with that
wide upward curve on her lips. She feels something dancing on her bellies. They
not only dance but laugh with the feeling that they have had a wonderful day
and would expect the same every day.
Before she sleeps, when
she embraces herself with a big hug, yeah she does realize that she has gained
some extra pounds but then, she has the audacity to accept her body the way it
is and the romanticism to fall in love with the freedom she enjoys. Then, when she is slowly closing her eyes, a cute
little girl inside her murmurs good night with the sweetest tone.
“Dear,
you are the most precious gem, take care of yourself.”
She is in the dreamland
and again there are butterfly in her bellies fluttering around and singing in
the most romantic song.
Long story short, she is
deeply in love with herself. For many, her status is ‘complicated’ because her
love is way beyond than she can explain or they can understand.
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